दुःखाय यन्मे मनसः स्वचित्तायत्ततां विना । ममत्वं गतराज्यस्य राज्याङ्गेष्वखिलेष्वपि ॥ ४१ ॥
duḥkhāya yanme manasaḥ svachittāyattatāṁ vinā mamatvaṁ gatarājyasya rājyāṅgeṣhvakhileṣhvapi
Translation
It pains my mind, because my mind is not under my control: though my kingdom is lost, I still feel 'mine' toward it and all its parts.
Hindi Meaning (हिंदी अर्थ)
मेरा मन मेरे वश में नहीं है, इसलिए यह बात मुझे दुःख देती है: राज्य चला गया है, फिर भी उसके सब अंगों में मेरी ममता बनी हुई है।
Commentary
Suratha names the real problem: not the loss itself, but that his mind is not his own (svachittayattatam vina). The pain comes from mamatva, the feeling of "mine," outliving the thing itself.